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I Cut MySelf

Mon Aug 17, 2009, 4:50 PM
  • Mood: Remorse
Okay so my family is still in the process of moving. So about a week ago it was about 11pm and i walked into the kitchen of my old house and i started to clean dishes. cuz ya know wanted everyone to have a clean dish to eat off of. I got through all the plates and i was washing cups. I picked one up and i was trying to get the dried milk from the bottom. Apparently modern science left me cuz i stuck my hand in the cup and ***POP****

I saw blood and something white and pointy and hard. it was my knuckle "m....m...MOMMY!!!!!!!" I ran to the bathroom. (she was in the shower) I showed her and she rinsed it. Got dressed and drove to the hospital.

me no likey hospitals.....

She signed me in as a patient and we waited in the emergency room. about 3 am i was seen. They asked me explain how i go cut,So i explained. Then they stitched my hand. but they told me and my mom that i cut the tendon in my hand and that they were going to transfer me to the main hospital for surgery. of course i cried like a baby. THEN my mom cried but she told me i need to stop and it took a while but i did

they put an ivy in my arm.....
drew blood.....
then put me an observation area as i waited for the ambulance.

At about 5am they came. (my mom left for a bit to get socks her feet were cold and my brother drove her back to the hospital then drove back home)
they asked me explain how i go cut...

Then we got in the ambulance and i was taken to the main hospital.

I was put into a room....
I was prepped...
I cried again.... i was scared.
they asked me explain how i go cut... AGAIN

They drew more blood....(how many times are they gonna do THAT!!!) I don't like needles.

then they put the medicine to put u to sleep in the ivy
....And

I WAS OUT LIKE A LIGHT.....

I woke up in the recovery room....
there was a pretty nurse i told her she was pretty....heh heh...

they rolled me back to the room and then i was released....

one thing is for sure....
I AM NEVER WASHING GLASS CUPS AGAIN....at least if i can help it.

you know what the worse thing about it is.....
I CUT MY DRAWING HAND......MY EVERYTHING HAND!!!!!

Even now i am typing slowly wit my left hand. so for a while i wont be drawing or writing.
i should have known better.....

thanks for listening.....

Jingoku Shoujo!!!!!

Sun Mar 29, 2009, 11:17 PM
  • Mood: Obsessed
  • Watching: JINGOKU SHOUKO!!!!!!!
  • Drinking: Soda
Okay so I heard of Hell Girl also known as Jingoku Shoujo, But I had only heard of the anime until some time ago when I looked it up (yep I wiki'ed People). So when I looked it up I saw that they had a live action and i started watching the first episode and I just couldn't get enough. so right now I am on the 10 the episode of 12 episodes total.... OH No I've taken to much time to right this journal I must get back to the show


We all know that I am so buying this on DVD even if I have to import it I will have the Live action and both seasons and the Movie ( if there is on ). the posters the Pillows , the wall scrolls, the plushies the figurines *starts to trail off as drool drips from the side of mouth*

* Has Officially gone into Crazed Fan-girl Mode*

Happyness!!!! TT^TT

Sun Mar 15, 2009, 9:43 AM
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: The TV in the other room
  • Reading: Manga
I am so happy. The reason well I recently checked up on the Jacon website and I checked the Events page and I saw it. It made me so HAPPY!!! It was the Yaoi PJ Party!!! The place to watch bishis stripe to the jammies and Dance... Oh yeah I am so there and there is no way I'm gonna miss that!!! I LOVE JACON!!!! it is one of my favorite cons and TT^TT I'm so sad... this is the last time. . .

Fusion Fanantic

Fri Jan 23, 2009, 8:51 AM
  • Mood: Obsessed
  • Listening to: The silence of an empty room
I just discovered Fusion fall thanks to my friend Dimensioncr8r and I have to say I love it so far... although at the moment my custom name is being reviewed so I'll try to get on it today... that is if I can get to the computer ^_^. well I have to say that I love the game... Dexter is Totally AWSOME!!!!!

News that shocked me

Mon Jan 5, 2009, 11:17 AM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: The show My mom is watching and the Radio
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Sometimes the commercials on TV
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Just waiting to get some more Ingredients
  • Drinking: Nothing
Okay so I was looking at a few of the convention sites, since I love conventions and going to them is so much fun. So I was on the JACON website looking at the events, date, ect. When I actually noticed the banner at the top of the page. It said Jacon : the Tenth and Final Year. Did you hear it FINAL YEAR!!!

Jacon is such an awsome convention and this is it's last year!! So I must GO to it!! I MUST!!

This year I'm definatly taking lots of pictures.... So Digital Camera Here I come

Jacon Go-ers Lets Make this the most of this year!!!

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